Notes on this page: I live inside my head and I love to talk to myself. Sometimes the best way to scratch this itch is to spill it out onto a page, so I've found. This is especially helpful if it is something that no one else but me would care to hear about. I am not writing these with the intention for them to be read and understood by other people, so if they don't make much sense and are poorly written, you are the only one to blame - you should have been me.

I had a pretty rough January. By the end of it I was completely addicted to my phone again, hating everyone and everything, thinking myself unloveable and broke. If you're going through the same thing, just remember, it'll pass! And don't try and push away your loved ones. Also, fictional characters are not a replacement for real connections, unfortunately. When I get upset, I usually get more intense about whatever I'm interested in. For me, that mean that all I did in Jan was read in bed and think about L Lawliet. But hey, I read 18 books in January! Not too shabby, right?.

I feel a lot better in February already. I want to focus on watching Oscar nominations in time for July, but I've gone a bit off movies as of late. I'd rather be reading. I never thought I would hear myself say that, but maybe I've matured more than I thought. This semester's my last at university, and I'm REALLY not making it count. All I want is to graduate at this point. That's all I ask for. And then I can be free and work at my job full-time (hopefully, if they have me!)