Notes on this page: I tend to dream very vividly, even more so after starting my SSRIs. Until around secondary school, I used to have nightmares every single night. I hope that I can look back on my dreams and enjoy them as much as I did when had them.

05.05.2025 I dreamt that my workplace was now a hospital, and my coworker A had a little sister who was ill. A customer came in demanding to see A, and I shouted at him, saying he should be ashamed of his attitude towards women. A appeared and joined in afterwards. I told K what had happened, and she handed me a hairbrush of hers to put away.

01.05.2025 I dreamt I was watching a transfeminine YouTuber play some sort of Undertale-esque game. The game wanted her to "play the game exactly how it was meant to be played". She tried to cheat the game the whole video e.g. setting new keybinds and editing the game files, but in the end she couldn't and the video ended.

29.04.2025 I dreamt about D texting me why he hadn't paid me back yet, and it was because he was having a bad week.

26.04.2025 I dreamt that me and D lived together, and on that particular day people kept entering our house thinking that it was some sort of tourist attraction. No one seemed to understand that it was a ordinary place of residency. D didn't seem to mind that it was happening, but I was getting bothered so I told everyone to leave. It kept happening and eventually I was shouting at everyone.

25.04.2025: I dreamt that I went to a large house party, which included F (someone I went to primary school with) and R. In this dream, I was going out with some random man, but I broke up with him during the party when I caught him snorting blue cocaine. I went home and I found a lost dog on the street. I brought it back to its owner and I got a small cash reward.
In another dream, my university assignment was to beat a specific Super Mario game and write about it. The highest score you could get on the assignment was 25 marks. The professor was a handsome older man who wasn't wearing a shirt under his green tie and cardigan. I wrote a rap that critiqued the question itself, calling it biased towards the professor's own video game preferences. It was so good that I got full marks and the teacher got dragged to hell right then in front of us.

24.04.2025: I dreamt that me and a few people were in line to sail on a giant boat. Among the people with me were R, C, V, N, my sister, a character from Undertale, magical John Wick, a young Chinese model, and a man that was reminiscent of the Sniper from Team Fortress 2. There were a few others, but I can't remember them all. D came to wish me goodbye, then went off to get dinner with someone else. Somehow, the trip went awry and those on the boat separated into two factions: those on the lower deck, who had accepted their fate and were wallowing in their misery, and those on the upper deck, who were practive in trying to get us help. Everytime you entered the upper deck you aged a few years, so it was generally accepted to do it only if truly necessary. John Wick was "magical" in the sense that he had a magical ability called "Ashes of Hadar", which could turn any person or object into ash. The crux of the dream came when R died unexpectedly of stress. As she died, she asked us to scatter her ashes in the sea. We did so, but then some penguins lept up and ate the ashes instantly. Then, a whale jumped out of the water and bit me. This got us some attention from a nearby boat and it seemed like we were saved. As the boat got closer, I noticed it was manned by C, where I realised that this catastrophe was planned the whole time. Me and C joined forces and decided who we would torment next.

23.04.2025: I dreamt that me and my friends went to a Comic Con together. We went really late, and I wasn't sure if it was still open or if we would be allowed in. We arrived at six and we were allowed in after showing our tickets. Since it was so late, the stalls had all been packed up and we were crowded in a small office-like series of rooms with low ceilings. My friend T started getting uneasy about the whole situation, and I went in a room by myself to pass the time. When we left, we went back to my house (which is strange, since where this convention happened and where I live are geographically very far apart) and I took all my friends with me. In the morning, V's younger brother showed up and they both started playing a very noisy game of tag, running up and down the stairs and banging doors. I reminded them that my family lives here and they have to be a little quieter.

22.04.2025: I dreamt that me and my friend V visited a small Scottish town together. We wandered around and I remember there was a small local museum that we walked through. At the end of our trip I asked him if he'd like to go again sometime and he said yes.
This may have been another dream in the same night, but at one point I was in a very nice hotel and I went to the bathroom. I remember the bathroom was massive, with cream tiles that had a pop of colour. The shower was very tall and made of glass. I used the toilet but it wouldn't flush at all for some reason; the water kept climbing up the bowl. I noticed that the toilet had some sort of 'emergency flush' button to the side so I pressed it, which made all the water flush in an instant. I looked at the shower and I noticed that it was now flooding in the same way my toilet was, and eventually flooded the entire bathroom. A maintenance woman came to fix it and she kept saying that it was all my fault. I kept saying it wasn't and eventually she took pity on me.

(nap): I had a dream that I was a pet influencer and that my pet hamster suffered a fall from a large height. She started to move unnaturally with a curled back, and I would scream and cry in distress because of how terrible she looked and her newfound aggression. I was terrified that she would eat her cagemate, a younger hamster. I took her to the vet and the dream ended right after I agreed to operation.

20.04.2025: I dreamt that I was in some sort of child farm, guarded by people in animal costumes. The style of costume was similar to that Duck Hunt VR horror game. We had a strict schedule e.g. we couldn't leave the empty room we were housed in at naptime, we could only go out to the concrete playground when told etc. A lot of children were dying/going missing, but this wasn't resolved in the plot of the dream. It was highly implied that the animal people were killing them, though. There were also regular people working there alongside the animal people, and they spoke to us while the animal people were silent. The dead bodies of the children looked like antique porcelain dolls, with some losing body parts and all covered in blood. By the end of the dream, there were only a few of us children left alive.